"I think about dying but I dont want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it."

Matty Healy (via lustbot)

(Source: fallingforthematty)

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"I am that clumsy human, always loving, loving, loving. And loving. And never leaving."

Frida Kahlo    (via hecticglows)

(Source: wordsnquotes)

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"

Missing you comes in waves.

Tonight I’m drowning.

"

Hannah Taylor, “Waves” (via hnnhtylr)

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(Source: moshmallow)

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"1) Learn to put on your bracelets and zip up your dresses by yourself. There will be times when you will be alone.
2) Get on a long plane ride. Look out the window. Understand the immensity of our world. Understand your insignificance. Understand your absolute importance.
3) Press the send button. If you don’t say it now, you never will.
4) Do not sneer at happiness or roll your eyes at sadness. Be aware that apathy is not healthy.
5) You are more than the amount of people who want to have sex with you.
6) That pit in your stomach when he doesn’t text you back, it shouldn’t be there. No one should be able to control you like that.
7) Shopping is cathartic. Buy the shoes and deal with one-ply toilet paper for a while.
8) It will get better, but it will never be perfect. Learn to live through the small moments of happiness. When they disappear, remember they will resurface.
9) I promise that cookie will not change anything (except that it will make you smile).
10) Please, please, take care of yourself. You are everything to somebody. You are everything to your self. That alone is enough."

things to remember, -n.m.  (via seabelle)

Important things to remember.

(via gettingahealthybody)

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"The human body essentially recreates itself every six months. Nearly every cell of hair and skin and bone dies and another is directed to its former place. You are not who you were last November."

Donald Miller (via halluzinogen)

(Source: feellng)

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burberrybushbaby:

how the fuck am i supposed to make life decisions i’m not even sure i want to be alive

19 Oct 2014 / Reblogged from fucking-lovely with

gothvoid:

scanned version

gothvoid:

scanned version

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"It’s all too much and not enough at the same time."

Jack Kerouac (via iwasadaisyfresh)

(Source: aslovelyasatree)

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"I wonder if five years down the road you’ll wake up hugging your pillow thinking of me. But I wish you all the best in this life because I love you too goddamn much to ever want you anything but happy. I wish that this week never happened and we were still laying in bed smiling and touching each other’s faces. I wish you would let me in to your head and spill out all the shit. I wish we could work through this. I wish my heart wasn’t pounding 24/7 and I didn’t feel like I’m being stabbed repeatedly in the chest. I wish you didn’t know every fucking outline of my body and the way I kiss you when you’re sad. Because I still feel your goddamn lips on mine in my sleep. I don’t know if what I feel even matters anymore but I hope you know that I love you more than I love anything on this world and seeing you hurt and not letting me help makes my body ache and my head spin. It doesn’t stop. The spinning. My room circles around me like a Ferris wheel that just won’t fucking stop. Maybe I shouldn’t say any of this, maybe I should be better off never seeing you or speaking to you again, but I don’t believe that. I think that what we had doesn’t come often. And maybe I’m just a dumb teenage girl who doesn’t know anything but we were special. We were different. And if you don’t share any of these thoughts then I guess it was never real in the start, but oh god I hope it was."

I’m just sorry (via not-frail)

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(Source: chills--thrills)

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fragilegifts:

Sometimes recovery is waking up early to write in coffee shops and practicing yoga and eating lots of fruit and chocolate and sometimes it’s staying in bed all day and hiding from the world until you can stop crying. All of this is okay. What’s important is that you take care of yourself no matter what kind of day you’re having.

19 Oct 2014 / Reblogged from pursuitofhapppinessss with

"

Temporary;

I have never heard
such a word that made
me feel both
terrified and
relieved.

"

Mandeq Ahmed, “both” (via arabarabarab)

(Source: blackorchidd)

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religiousmom:

for my final trick, i shall turn into a disappointment

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